is it enough?

ever thought of the next important thing in your list whereby you ought to do but never came about to do?? time is always catching up. over time ... lifestyle change, dreams change, goals change, focus change, personality change, believes change etc ..... we are always giving excuses to delay things or ignore the priority. if you have one more last chance to complete a task / to do something, what would it be? i am not talking about doing the impossible ie. turning back time and to put things right. it's about what can you do NOW so that you would not live to regret.

note to cheekypau : be wise and never live with regrets. it's up to you to mold your life to the fullest.

what to eat??

i'm just so darn stressful today. been accumulating since last week and i've been pretty lucky that no one bothered me with their stuff. ms helpful can suffer a bad day too and today is one of the day.

pouring cats and dogs. hitch a ride from my colleague. lucky there weren't any thunder cos i am really afraid of it if i am alone at home. drop my bags once entered home sweet home. ransack the fridge. gosh! no idea what to eat. i don't have any proper fresh food. i have more than a dozen of soft drinks. variety of chocolates. 2 carrots. a cucumber. an ice cream. 3 vitagen. 3 eggs ..... hmmmm ..... tick tock tick tock tick tock and i still can't figure out. argggggggghhhh!!

it's a monday night and what do i need to eat?

pizza .... takes 30 min to deliver but it's too huge for me to finish on my own and the guilt of needing to work out a marathon session to burn up all of the calories.

chocolate .... melt those in your mouth. just a perfect pampering when you have the need to tell yourself how fantastic you are. again! the calories and how to be full over chocolates??

milo .... love milo but then i can't afford to be hungry in the middle of the night. i need solid food.

i give up!! instant noodle ... you win. you always do at times like this. i hate you!! but then i can't live without you. sighhhhh ....

note to cheekypau : gosh!! you cruel instant noodle! why must you come in all sorts of variety?? now i can't decide which of you to eat .. back to the drawing board -_-" AGAIN!!

drink drunk sleep heaven

he who drink gets drunk. he who gets drunk goes to sleep. he who goes to sleep does not sin. he who does not sin goes to heaven. so let's all drink and go to heaven ^_^ cheers mate !

*hic *hic *burp!!! *ZzzZzzzZz

pampered wonderfully!

pamper pamper .... it's one of those days that you had to take some time out and spoil yourself terribly rotten! let me recall my idea of a great 2006 pampering mission. ahhhhh ... it was on my birthday ... giggled and laughed and enjoyed my birthday more than i had in many years! thought I was absolutely nuts!!! i've wanted to splurged like i have never splurged on myself throughout 2006, ESPECIALLY those things everyone else in your life says are silly and frivolous. if not, felt that you have not really lived.

wee early in the morning ive gotten a beautiful jade necklace and a big red angpow. felt like a little kid. with the extra cash on hand, just had to buy myself my own birthday gifts and loved doing it. it was so much fun to know what i was getting and that it was JUST what i've wanted!!!

round 1 - i've actually bought myself an imported japanese bag plus 3 cute attires. im not into branded stuff but as long as it is unique and i can carry it off, count me in.

round 2 - took the afternoon off and had a super yummy gobsmacked lunch at tgif and watched a comical movie.

round 3 - sudden fettish for shoes and 3 pairs of it! its a bad habit but each time when i shop for shoes, i must get 3 pairs or i wouldn't be able to rest in peace.

round 4 - wanted to complete my earring collection so gotten myself a pair of white gold earrings. itchy hands to pierce 4 holes on my right ear ... high maintenance if i want to wear earrings. darn!

round 5 - the burning desire to shop more and more had to be cooled down. decided to fight fire with fire by ending the day with a famous burning hot spicy tom yam seafood noodle. a giant bowl filled with seafood and thick tasty tom yam soup. *slurp *slurp *slurp

round 6 - still had some shoppping splurge left overs. felt a little bit of feminine. so picked a pinkish nail polish to play with when i get back home.

Note to cheekypau : you will KNOW what finally loving YOURSELF REALLLLLY means when you dare to spend MONEY and TIME and enjoyable emotions on YOU!